Grieving "mom moment"

It amazes me how I can go from being on top of everything, organized, and feeling good about life, to feeling like everything is just spinning out of control. Things in everyday life can sometimes feel so overwhelming. The thought of cleaning the house, or conquering the laundry, or paying the neverending bills, or even getting out of bed, can seem like the hardest things. Somedays every ounce of my energy goes into just getting through the day... functioning as a wife... a mom... going to work... and all of these other daily things seem impossible.

I hate feeling like this... I'm tired of it...

I feel like I am losing my Faith, not my belief in God, but my hope that there is a brighter tomorrow. Sometimes I can't even think about tomorrow because if I do I can start to panic... I lose my ability to catch my breath...

I wish this was easier...