It still doesn't seem real. I still can't believe she is gone.Our lives are so different; Our lives are so empty; Our lives are forever changed, and I still can't believe she is gone...
I still can't believe that here on earth I will never see her face again... hear her voice... taste her cooking... or feel her skin. I will never be able to talk to her.... see her smile... watch her love my kids.
I still can't believe that we watched her journey here on earth end. I still can't believe I witnessed such a sight. A sight that was so peaceful and beautiful but at the same time seemed so inhumane and saddening. They are moments I want to forget but at the same time remember for always.
I still can't believe I did that. I buried my mom with such pride of who she was and who she had helped as all become. I still can't believe she is gone...
I am feeling the exact same way Kelli. It seems like we'll wake up any day... I think about you and your family all the time. Hang in there.
ReplyDeleteBeth Hodgins (Van Diest)
That brought tears to my eyes. Such a well written piece of your heart! I think about you often and others too who are going though such loss...I just can't even imagine. You are just too young to not have your mom here with you anymore. I feel like I know so many people who have lost a parent already and it just seems so unfair. Your in my thoughts and prayers!
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